Life's like a piano

Wednesday, May 13, 2009 ;

4:27 AM

There's some things we don't talk about
Rather do without
And just hold the smile
Falling in and out of love
Ashamed and proud of
Together all the while

You can never say never
Why we dont know when
Time and time again
Younger now than we were before

Don't let me go
Don't let me go
Don't let me go
[x2]

Picture you're the queen of everything
As far as the eye can see
Under your command
I will be your guardian
When all is crumbling
Steady your hand

You can never say never
Why we dont know when
Time, time and time again
Younger now then we were before

Don't let me go
Don't let me go
Don't let me go
[x2]

We're pulling apart and coming together again and again
We're growing apart but we pull it together, pull it together, together again

Don't let me go
Don't let me go
Don't let me go
[x4]

For all that I've sinned and will sin, forgive me. It's a constant struggle to do what is right but the heart is never one with the head. It is never right to say that we are all humans and to err is human because that almost allows the slightest inclination to condone our wrongdoings. And we usually do not want to hear or confront the fact that we are truly the only ones responsible for the hurt we caused. We'd rather hide in the blanket of our failings and of the knowledge that even the most powerful people or the most moral of all people, fail and flaw.

It's a chicken and egg question and I am being terrible negative in this approach to humanity but I can't help it and I detest myself at the thought of it. It disgusts me too that people can be so ignorant and stupid at this simple fact of wrong and right.

"We exercise hatred, we endure odium." Anon

And what is even worse, my reflection of this does not change what my heart says or feels. It just makes my head feel even worse than before.

God help me.

play it softly, so gently♥